Without getting into much information. I just got really down right now. Just sitting here listening to the radio and facebooking. *sigh* Just really hard feeling depressed and lonely. I hate it! Makes me feel like I am having a pity party. There are so many other people in this world having a harder time, faced with great situations. Here I am faced with stupid high school like drama and I am depressed.
So what do I do? I fake forget. Lot easier to pretend you don't feel anything. Its a lot easier to hide the emotions and pretend a smile. You fake it you wont feel it. So I do this a lot. I joke around I do something happy. I pretend I am bulletproof.
But as I was sitting here in my falseness denial, the radio was playing. Then this dang song destroyed my little happy denial party....
Argh! Its like the lyrics were written just for me! I mean if I were to let my emotions out into a song this is EXACTLY how it sound and EXACTLY what it would say. I am not saying that this is kinda how I feel.... its just really so accurate! And boom! I am sitting here crying like an onion cutter! Stupid song, lol, ruined my wonderful fantasy land!
